by Tatyana Noel-Tsygulska
“The curse causeless
shall not come”
(Proverbs 26:2)
Prologue
The truth is more amazing than fiction. The story I want to tell is actually happened to me. At first, I offered it only to my friends to read. It made a deep impression upon them and inspired optimism.
I began as an emotional failure full of complexes and became a free, mature person, able to solve personal problems and help others. After being an alienated loner doomed to spinsterhood, I became a happily married woman.
Behind my unique story there is a common method. I want you to understand how these things are possible and to be able to use this method. It works for everybody. When you put it into practice, you will see it with your own eyes. I will share with you my magnificent discoveries about where to look for solutions to the problems of loneliness and misunderstanding by others, in particular how to find your soul mate.
Chapter 1. King Solomon’s Descendant
When I was seven years old, a dramatic experience made me believe that the most important thing in my life was to love and be loved. Out of nowhere, there came a bright scene, which stayed with me for a long time. I smelled the freshness of a river in shadowy woods. A slim young dark haired man is standing on the bank of the river waiting for his chosen one. With a graceful smooth walk, a young woman is coming to meet him. She is wearing a white ballroom gown with a fluffy airy skirt, outlining her figure. Her face is glowing with a happy smile. She stretches her arms out for a hug. She is confident in her happiness, in their mutual love. Now, I was this girl. Later this childhood impression grew into a conviction that the meaning of my life was to love a certain man. I desired to dedicate myself for him and to live by him and for his sake. However, an insidious voice inside whispered, “Nothing will happen. You will not make it.” I listened to it. Moreover, I believed it.
For long decades, my private life was going nowhere. Those I fell for were either indifferent to me or they despised me. (more…)